| "friends" (warning: loooong) |
[Feb. 28th, 2008|05:01 pm] |
note: if I seem at all confused or contradictory in this entry, it's 'cause I am. Doesn't mean I don't mean it.
"More than friends."
For a long time, I've hated this idea, this phrase, because it makes it sound as if friends are, therefore, less.
But I'm starting to interpret it differently, much differently from how I think it is usually meant (in other words, not necessarily romantic ugh). |
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[Dec. 5th, 2007|06:48 pm] |
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My computer’s version of the Encarta Dictionary: English (North America) defines tired as: 1. needing rest
in need of rest or sleep, or weakened and made less active by exertion 2. no longer interested
having lost patience or interest 3. overused
no longer new or fresh because of overuse
Sounds like me. A lot like me. It IS me. All three are me.
Damn it.
Dfkjgh kjgkjhjhghfjj GKJHGKJFHGDFHJ.
Hyeah.
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| Me...and life...and all that stuff |
[May. 19th, 2007|10:22 am] |
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So yeah. Thinking a lot. I saw Spider Man 3 yesterday, and honestly, I thought it was a lot better than the critics said it was. Maybe because I like complicated plots etc. And I just finished the (cool) fantasy novel I've been reading (The Dreaming Stone, or something). Anyway, both those things have me thinking about the nature of trust, reality, our selves, friendship...:p
Anyway, I've also come to the realisation that the reason I run out of things to say/say stupid things (that at elast seem stupid to me)/sometimes may seem boring or overly quiet is that I'm so worried about those things. I am not pathetic! I am not perfect, or right for everyone, but I am actually worth talking to. This is not the way I usually approach things - I usually try to prove to people that I am worth it by measuring every single word in complete fear and shyness, or I hide away and don't talk to anyone. :s lol, let's see how long this lasts. :p |
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| quiz results...semi-accurate :p |
[May. 17th, 2007|06:24 pm] |
Extraversion
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Stability
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Orderliness
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Accommodation
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Interdependence
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Intellectual
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Mystical
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Artistic
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Religious
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Hedonism
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Materialism
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Narcissism
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Adventurousness
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Work ethic
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Self absorbed
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Conflict seeking
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Need to dominate
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Romantic
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Avoidant (I think it might be more than that)
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Anti-authority
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Wealth
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Dependency
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Change averse
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Cautiousness
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Individuality
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Sexuality
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Peter pan complex
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Physical security
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Physical fitness
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Histrionic
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Paranoia
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Vanity
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Hypersensitivity
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Female cliche
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Stability results were very low which suggests you are extremely worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious. (haha, yes, yes that's true)
Orderliness results were moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.
Extraversion results were moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity. (really? i'm not so sure about that)
open, tough (ha ha), irritable, worrying, does not like to be alone, craves attention, low self control (hey! who do you think you are talking to???), emotionally sensitive, interacting, sad, very social, aggressive(idk about that...), prefer organized to unpredictable, dependent, social chameleon, suspicious, values the heart over the mind, likes large parties(yet agaion, not so sure...), outgoing (maybe once I know you?), likes to make fun, likes to fit in, mildly phobic, vain, makes friends easily, enjoys leadership (um...?), clingy (oh thanks), rash (hmph) |
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| twelve days of Christmas... |
[Dec. 18th, 2006|07:01 pm] |
On the twelfth day of Christmas,  kitcat_meow sent to me... Twelve palmsandknees drumming Eleven poisoned925s writing Ten ignoredflowers a-drawing Nine angelboulevards dancing Eight movies a-singing Seven cats a-thinking Six dreams a-reading Five bo-o-o-ooks Four stories Three sea creatures Two superhero movies ...and a shakespeare in a photography.
What the??? Ha ha, that's bizarre.
Yay for Christmas!!!!!! |
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[Dec. 5th, 2006|05:13 pm] |
All I have to say:
What. The. Fuck?! |
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[Nov. 29th, 2006|10:28 pm] |
myYearbook Quiz: How will you die? (25 possibilities)
Burned at the stake for witchcraft. -- Traditional. Warm. Atmospheric. You should take comfort in the fact that your death will be the social event of the season, and a good time will be had by all. . . well, except you, of course!
http://quiz.myyearbook.com/zenhex/shareq... |
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| Now you know who I am...but not really |
[Nov. 11th, 2006|10:28 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
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Hah, get used to the endlessly odd. Wheeeee! I am bored, listen to me ramble. So yeah. Hi. Stupid homework. Oh well, I probably have less than most of you *feels the knife in my back from the other Sarah*. |
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| Whoo! A Happy Entry |
[Sep. 30th, 2006|10:50 am] |
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Dancing dancing dancing! I love dancing! Ahem. I went to a CD release party for someone (Sue Smith) my mom knows yesterday. I went with my mom, her boyfriend and my best friend. I haven't doen anything quite so interesting for a long time. |
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| eck...sick |
[Sep. 20th, 2006|06:14 pm] |
So, I've been sick for 4 days...
I should go back tomorrow, as I'm starting to feel better and have missed too much work.
I went to a volunteer thing at the library late this afternoon. I wouldn't have gone (sick), but it was the first meeting so I had to go. I ended up being late (heh). Everyone else who was there is in French immersion, but we all went to (some are still at) the same middle school. |
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| Random list-y type thingy |
[Sep. 14th, 2006|05:59 pm] |
- I haven't bought a new CD in a long time. Perhaps I am too picky? Need new music. I never listen to music anymore. That is just not normal.
- I really have to start trying to talk to people who aren't my friends. Some of my classes I say absolutely nothing. That is frightening. And a bit depressing. What's my issue? I tend to have nothing to say and no one to say it to. Yes, my fault, I know. *Working in it*
- Writing: still trying to get around to it. But, on a more positive note, I no longer think my writing is complete crap (I started wondering yesterday).
- Finished reading "Eats, shoots and Leaves" for the second time, and marked important pages. You know, it was funny both times, but you can only read grammar books so often! Yay, back to semi-mindless fantasy novels that I love (as long as they are not cheesy, and have soem value beyond entertainment, even if it's only a little bit). |
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| Writing |
[Sep. 13th, 2006|07:30 pm] |
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I really have to write more. Not poetry, I've written A LOT of poetry recently. Stories, rather. Problem is, every time I try, it's so...uninspired. And reading the last few weeks' worth of stuff makes me feel worse - because it, too, was uninspired. |
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| Tired. |
[Sep. 12th, 2006|08:17 pm] |
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I am really tired - and kinda depressed. Fun, fun. I feel like I've wasted my evenings recently, but I can't think of stuff to do. I should be hanging out with friends, but...yeah. So, a super-cheery first entry from me. |
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